We Are The World 25 For Haiti - Official Video

I really love this video soooo much it makes me want to give back & one day I will have many goals witch most of them are helping other people I think its the only way you could ever be truly happy (:

The 30 day challenge......

Can I do this? We will see 

Day 01 - A picture of yourself 

Me (: 

Day 02 - A picture of you and the person you have been closest with the longest

Day 03 - A picture of the cast from your favorite show

Day 04 - A picture of your night

Day 05 - A picture of your favorite memory

Day 06 - A picture of a person you'd love to trade places with for a day

Day 07 - A picture of your most treasured item

Day 08 - A picture that makes you laugh

Day 09 - A picture of the person who has gotten you through the most

Day 10 - A picture of the person you do the most ****** up things with

Day 11 - A picture of something you hate

Day 12 - A picture of something you love

Day 13 - A picture of your favorite band or artist

Day 14 - A picture of someone you could never imagine your life without

Day 15 - A picture of something you want to do before you die

Day 16 - A picture of someone who inspires you

Day 17 - A picture of something that has made a huge impact on your life recently

Day 18 - A picture of your biggest insecurity

Day 19 - A picture and a letter

Day 20 - A picture of somewhere you'd love to travel

Day 21 - A picture of something you wish you could forget

Day 22 - A picture of something you wish you were better at

Day 23 - A picture of your favorite book

Day 24 - A picture of something you wish you could change

Day 25 - A picture of your day

Day 26 - A picture of something that means a lot to you

Day 27 - A picture of yourself and a family member

Day 28 - A picture of something you're afraid of

Day 29 - A picture that can always make you smile

Day 30 - A picture of someone you miss

Day 31 - A picture of yourself

New year wow!

Sooo its been forever! My cute little baby is now 1 & I have an amazing boy friend life is great cant really complain to much I'm really happy (:     ------->
super cute right?  Well pretty much my boyfriend is the most amazing person I have ever met & Im madly in love with him my son Edison adores him so that's a huge plus  

December already!

So I stop and think about life wow has this year flew by! I cant believe my baby is 9 months in 3 days. He is so big! & can do so much! I love his guts! I cant believe its almost time to start a new year! I thinking having a kid does something to time. I remember this time last year dragged on but I was also pregnant & that was a hard fun stage. I have learned so much & came so far this year I am greatful for all my trails that really have made me so much stronger! I am a blessed person for sure! Today  I need to do school online & get somethings cleaned. :) I love you my life!

Most amazing night!!!!

Tonight has been such a good night! I had the best talks ever with my mom, sister (heather), & sister & brother in law (Christina & Jon). I am at a cross roads lets be honest my life isnt what I want it to be I am not 100%happy at all & I have some huge choice I need to make I've known that for awhile now just not sure how to or was ready to. Well I am now I get that I just need to keep moving forward & I was able to get some really good advice & clear somethings up & work through a lot night. Life is not easy but it is what we make it. I am done feeling sorry for myself & ready to move on & work on my self. Its just one choice I have to make & stick to every day every hour every minute. I know this may get hard at times but I have a goal to serve 3 different people everyday so I can lose my self in service. I am so ready for that next step in my life. I am so blessed to have a wonderful family who loves me & wants whats best for me & Edison. Sometimes its hard to see things & we just need that one person to be honest enough to put us in our place.

Is there anything better?

I took Edison swinging today & his smile just brightens my whole world being his mom is the best thing ever I've been struggling a lot lately with some personal stuff & when I look at Edison nothing else matters he is my world but then again everything I do is going to effect him & its hard to know what to do sometimes ugh life is rough I hope one day I can not have so many worries and really have the happiness I want :)

Cross roads ....

I am so confessed lately I don't know what to do or think about anything any more I wish life wasnt so freaking hard I wish someone would come to save to me swipe me off my feet ha ha thats just me wishing for something that wont happen I am trying to stay strong for Edison & believe everything will work out some how ugh