Monday, October 18, 2010

I dont always remember......

Sometimes I forget how truly blessed I am I have so much when others have so little but yet I complain and forget to be grateful for what I do have...... 
I have a family who loves me and has taken me & my little brother into there home
they have always been so supportive of us & put our needs above there own many times
I have an amazing amazing mother who has helped me so much & father who stood by her stand and 
worked hard to always make sure his kids had what they needed 
I have 3 brothers I love dearly 
& 3 amazing sisters who are so kind & forgiving
My mom & dad are kind enough to take me & my son into there home &
 help me get on my feet while I go to school my mom watches Edison without charge 
I would be nothing with out my family they are my rock 
& strength when I am weak they love me so unconditionally & I am truly blessed to have them! 

I am also blessed to have many other thing most people don't have 
a roof over my head clean clothes a place to bath every day 
food to eat clean water to drink TV & movies to watch 
a nice computer being able to go to school freedom of speech and  many other freedoms 
I am blessed to have a beautiful a little boy who loves me 
its sad to think that some people cant bare children Edison is my world and I am so grateful to have him I love love love love him! 

 I am so grateful for all that I have & I want to start expressing my thankfulness 

Tuesday, October 5, 2010


Ok so last week I told you Edison sat up well yesterday he got his first tooth its so cute
& yesterday took two naps in his crib he always want to sleep in my arms or in my bed right next to me but I need my space I sure love the little guy but enough is enough ha ha my sister says that he will be happier and I am all for that I love him to pieces tho but he rolls into over & over again 
and pulls my hair when he wakes up ugh 
Thank goodness for cribs!!! 

Friday, October 1, 2010

Its been a few!

Ok so I have been slacking on writing in here I have been so busy with school & taking care of Mr. Edison 
everyday I pretty much do the same thing oh my gosh I almost forgot Edison got him self to sit up yesterday for the first time 9/30/10 :) he is so funny he cant balance really at all so he falls or holds him self up with his arm he is kinda doing it backwards but its cute & so fun to see him do new thing I love love love it school has been so good I was doing online classes and did really good for the 1st 3 classes then started to have a hard time to I had to switch to classes on campus and I love it I have been learning so much I made the deans list(good grades) and get to go to a luncheon cuz of it I love school & I love that I am going to be able to take care of Edison and I
 I have been kinda sad lately over Curtis not that I want him back at all but it just hurt I put so much into what he had and he never cared or did what he should of but it is truly his loss I pray that one day I will find happiness I already have happiness with Edison that curtis will never get ( i dont see how a man can walk out on his child and not care) but I guess I mean companionship with a man who really understand and loves us (Edison & I) its hard raising a child alone I have a whole new respect for single moms it is so hard but so worth it I love Edison so much I am just so grateful to have a child