Is there anything better?

I took Edison swinging today & his smile just brightens my whole world being his mom is the best thing ever I've been struggling a lot lately with some personal stuff & when I look at Edison nothing else matters he is my world but then again everything I do is going to effect him & its hard to know what to do sometimes ugh life is rough I hope one day I can not have so many worries and really have the happiness I want :)