"You Raise Me Up"

Ok so I know I talk about Edison 24/7 but he is my world I would be nothing with out him & honestly I have been having a hard time lately with being a single mom & trying to stay positive and really believing everything will work out I took Edison out side today and I swear every time he smile its the most amazing thing all over again I am so thankful to be his mother he makes me strong when I feel  weak he keeps me going when I want to give up he reminds me there is a god when I feel in doubt he reminds I have a reason a to live when I feel hopeless & 

I kept thinking of the song

 by Josh Groban you rise me up 

When I am down and, oh my soul, so weary;
When troubles come and my heart burdened be;
Then, I am still and wait here in the silence,
Until you come and sit awhile with me.

You raise me up, so I can stand on mountains;
You raise me up, to walk on stormy seas;
I am strong, when I am on your shoulders;
You raise me up... To more than I can be.

There is no life - no life without its hunger;
Each restless heart beats so imperfectly;
But when you come and I am filled with wonder,
Sometimes, I think I glimpse eternity.

You raise me up, so I can stand on mountains;
You raise me up, to walk on stormy seas;
I am strong, when I am on your shoulders;
You raise me up... To more than I can be.

You raise me up... To more than I can be. 

I also think about god when I hear this song but Edison is my gift from god & I am so thankful to be his mother I know these hard times will pass & I am trying so hard to have faith I hope one day I will be really strong for all I have gone through I have changed my whole life around when I got pregnant I wanted Edison to have the best life possible I want to give him things I never got before I was adopted I know I cant stop every thing bad from happening to him but I do feel a lot of the things that were done to me I can stop the cycle & give him something better :) but on a different note I start taking classes on monday on campus no more of this online stuff I am excited to be in a class room again!